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if not

i have been sick for 2 months and 4 days and still.
I had a little operation on friday and feeling very tired since then.
if not i know it is not easy to organise the tea gathering for a group, I would not go under my current situation. I went to bed very early last night and make sure I have enough energy to go. It eneded up i got up very late in the afternoon and just managed to catch the tea gathering, hoping for good.
i dressed up and put on my make up. no one could tell i am pretty sick except one of the guests. she asked if i am really sick during the gathering and i feel warm.