after having the 1st little operation
i had the second one today and then went to a banquet that i couldnt skip

i have been sick for 2 months and 4 days and still.
I had a little operation on friday and feeling very tired since then.

if not i know it is not easy to organise the tea gathering for a group, I would not go under my current situation. I went to bed very early last night and make sure I have enough energy to go. It eneded up i got up very late in the afternoon and just managed to catch the tea gathering, hoping for good.

i dressed up and put on my make up. no one could tell i am pretty sick except one of the guests. she asked if i am really sick during the gathering and i feel warm.

i have never thought it would end up like this.
so many bad news.
i failed to sleep and get up very early in the morning checking and hoping if there is any good news.

we all need strength to life on especially the victims' family.

care what you have now.

i have been sick for almost 2 months and still... and seems the pills are not working since today

next monday will see doc, see what we can do

i didnt want to go out since i am sick

looking up the sky through the window
the weather is nice

veg and fruits..

dad requested to have homemade black sesame ice cream from me

so... here it is...

for my family and parents, they are very soft in texture

recipe (in g)
by direct method

bread flour 200
cake flour 50
instant yeast 3
sugar 13
salt 5
maple syrup 25
egg yolk 18 (1 egg yolk)
butter 38
milk/ water 165

my brain has got no problem, thats lucky.

just we found another problem. hopefully the treatment is right.

by 10 days, we will know.

before having my brain MRI result, I baked macaroon.

succeed!

hope i would be cured and no more illness!